4 March 2018

I felt really lost today while running. I don’t know why it’s always while going for a run at night, alone, that I start to feel really upset. I guess the answer is right in that sentence – “alone”. There’s this mysterious sadness living inside me with all the problems and fears I’m not facing. They come out when I’m alone and I end up crying as I run.

It felt terrible. I feel so soft and weak and broken and lost, even when I thought I’ve figured things out.

I have to buckle down and try to work things out, I suppose.

2.49 a.m.

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